A day just like any day...

Let's see, I woke up a bit oddly today. A bit anxious. Like, if you shook my hand it would have been shaking uncontrollably. Like some person with first symptoms of Parkinson's disease. I'm not too sure why. I was okay today but because my mind is avoiding things to stay 'okay' the body is not going along with it. T.T Not much I can do there, hopefully I'll be completely fine once I head back to Melb. Or something. I don't know. Maybe it'll get worse, lol. Ah well, at least I get to see everyone back in Melb. I'll worry about how I act when I get back when I actually get back.

Let's see, I went to school as usual. Said hi to Liz who was at the front office then popped into Debbie's room. Not much work to be done today but I still worked straight until after school, lol. What did I do... uhh... finished a powerpoint for an assembly, got quotes from Year 12 CAS diaries for the school website, made more little banners and stapled another board up in the Geo room. Since I invaded a year 7 class to do that I got to take part in their activities (which was nice)... well, mostly watch. Lunch was dull and Liz was busy with BGIC. I saw her here and there, lol. It seems Ms. Wong said to her also that... I'm like some... what was the word she used, can't remember, but commenting something along the lines of "Each time I see Celine she's getting thinner...". But she's imagining things. I'm still not losing weight if you ask me.

Uhh... after lunch, I just finished the quotations. There was a bunch of cake in her room, I wonder where it all comes from. T.T Debbie smacked me when I said I was on a diet (so no cake for me), lol. Something like "You don't have anything to lose!!!". Mai was really busy so she asked me to phone parents to inform/remind them about Parent's Evening tomorrow night for year 11's. I was like.... O.O... phone... parents. I hate phoning people I don't know!!! *sobs* I managed to get through around 15 calls before it was the end of school and I had to sort of head off. I did pretty well. Only one parent hanged up on me *nods*. LOL. Along the way out Mr. Grieves passed by and it went like...

Me: "Hi Mr. Grieves~!"
Damon: "Mr. Grieves...?"
Me: OH SHIT. Did I get the wrong name. *thinks* No..... I didn't T.T.
Damon: *he stares at his name tag* "Just call me Damon."
Me: "... oh, okay. XD

So I guess I won't say Mr. Grieves from now on (I'll ALWAYS call Ms. Hancox and Ms. Wong like that though, because they were my teachers since young so I'm not changing that).

Hmm. Afternoon was... a bit of MCAC organising, reading my novel and MSN. Haha. The usual day of Celine~ yay for me... T.T *coughs* Yeah, right. Ah well, I was in a fairly good mood today I suppose so that's all that matters. It was a bit artificial though... if you get what I mean. Like I'm trying to be happy, it's okay to pretend since it reassures me for the time being but yes... I need to tackle the souce of everything sooner or later. I don't wanna be like this forever, it's too tiring. =.=

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@Kriz: Thanks dear. I'll try to keep that in mind. ^^
@Mag: *hugs Mag* dun worry ~ hehehe you have a lot going on too. It shouldn't always be just me. I'm sorry I haven't talked to you much either also. Take care of yourself first. :D :D